Wednesday, March 08, 2006


This no sleep malarkey is getting to me. I've not had a decent night's sleep in weeks. More so the last few nights. I've had too much on my mind and I sit there wide awake most of the night, thinking. No matter what I do I just can't seem to clear my head. Sleeping pills worked one night, but I don't want to become reliant on them. Sometimes I just wish I didn't get so damned emotional about things. It's stupid really. I usually switch off quite easily. But, stupid things keep ticking over in my mind. I wish I didn't have to deal with this. Why can't my life go back to normal? I hate this waiting, not knowing shit.

I was gonna defer to another subject but I think I'll just make another separate post. See above.

1 comment:

eMMa said...

Masturbate!!! Its relaxing!